And the winner is...the real winner I mean!

The second finale has aired...and congrats ABC...you succeded....EVERYONE is talking about your bachelor.

I no longer like Jason...and I never like Molly...so I am real glad "my girl" Melissa is no longer with him...Jason and Molly can have each other!

I am listening to all of the audiences comments and I just need to say....America trashed the Bachelor Brad when he didn't choose Deanna or the other girl...I mean, he got trashed...but really...he did the right thing....Jason proposed when he loved 2 different girls...rather then not choosing either...so he deserves the lickings his getting.  Including the hilarious Jimmy Kimmel and the trash he threw last night.

Didn't Jillian tell him that he needed to find his best friend...stupid guy!  Guess if he listened to Jillian he would have picked Molly and none of this drama would have occurred...oh wait...he did want Molly...and all the drama was planned!

Molly...wah wah...I was going through heartache all by myself...wah wah wah.  Not only is Melissa having to go through that heartache now...but she is also dealing with the humiliation of being dumped on National TV...just after a fantastic proposal was aired.  And I won't even comment on the 2 of them together...I am over them!

Drum Roll please.....your next Bachelorette:

Jillian

Wahoo!!!! I couldn't be more excited!!!!

So much for the "rumors"

I knew going in to tonight's show what was supposedly going to happen and yet....as it unfolds before me...I am PISSED!  Pissed because I really like Melissa. Pissed because he is breaking up with her on national television.  Pissed because he did all of this with his 4-year-old child involved.  Pissed because he is pulling the "it's not you it's me" card.  Pissed that this was supposedly all planned out before the show began and Melissa is getting dragged through the mud for "good tv"....Let me tell what I am glad about...

Melissa not getting all sappy and teary...but angry and pissy.  Melissa calling him a "bastard".  Can she say that on network tv? Keep digging your hole Jason...you are full of crap!  I love Melissa even more now and I am so angry that they are doing this to her.  She is saying the most perfect things and I just want to give her a hug...oops...here's your ring back!

Melissa totally new going in to tonight's show that something bad was going to happen..they taped this show just 6 weeks after he proposed and normally they don't record the ATFR till just before we see the proposal...I am just feeling really bad for her.  I think that Melissa had some really great insight in all of this...she said some perfect things to Jason and very insightful things in the limo.  She'll be okay!  I do love that she told him to not call her or text her and to leave her alone...yes Jason...leave her alone!

Here comes Molly.  Molly told him when he ditched her before that he was making a big mistake.  Molly told him that he would realize later that he was making the wrong choice.  I wish Molly would come out and say..."sorry dude, you picked Melissa, not me...you don't get to see how things would be with her....then try things out with me"...but alas, we know this doesn't happen 'cause of all those rumors about them being together.  Poor pathetic, needy girls...okay...let's see what really happens...

I am loving the look on Molly's face while Jason is telling her that he broke up with Melissa. Oh...he doesn't want to jump right from Melissa to Molly...okay...so maybe coffee or a drink isn't exactly where Molly wants to go.  Good on Molly for asking about Melissa and "what about Melissa?". I don't think I would go back with a guy that would do that to a girl...'cause all I would think is "when is he going to do this to me".  I think what is really going through Molly's head (since she isn't saying anything) is "what the crap?".  I actually like Molly (in this moment) for the first time...okay...likeness gone...she wants to see where things go...and now her hand is on his knee and she seems to be reassuring him that she likes him still...bleh! Double bleh...they are kissing.  Guess they are jumping in head first...now I am PISSED again! Give me a freak'n break!

I want a "team melissa" t-shirt!

Jason is on Jimmy Kimmel late tonight...I'm tivoing.  

And stay tuned for "after after the final rose" tomorrow night.  And Chris...I can't believe you just said "things couldn't have ended on a better note"...ummm, did you miss the whole Melissa thing?

***One last comment...the very end, as Molly and Jason are walking off the set and he says to her "I've been waiting so long to tell you this"....sounds a little familiar...didn't you just say that to Melissa, as you put a ring on her finger?  It is feeling more "planned" then ever...tomorrow night should be very interesting!

Monday night reality...

The Bachelor: the women tell all...well, they would have been able to tell more if they didn't spend the first hour asking Jason the same questions they would ask him later, or spend time showing us the whores that were losers on previous seasons (except for Jesse who was a winner...but now just a whore dating blondie...interesting), or spend time showing us long clips from shows we have already seen...boring.  Only good thing is that I found out...My fav girl Amanda (from Matt's season) and my fav boy Graham (from Deanna's season) are dating...now that, is good to see!  

Loved the drama with all the girls.  Isn't it funny how on the "women tell all" the girls who were drama in the house are still drama...and the girls that were normal and decent are still normal and decent.  They aren't even there talking about how sad they are that they didn't end up with Jason...just about themselves...guess we know why they were booted.  I did feel bad for Jillian...again!  I can't figure out the "friend" thing...if she is the ultimate "best friend"....plus she is beautiful and funny...AND you guys obviously had passion (did you see the hot tub scene....uncomfortable)...give me a break.  You made a mistake!  But I will give Jason this...he really is a nice guy and is honest...and I did enjoy his candid answers.  My cousin "J" thought that maybe all the drama leading up to the "after the final rose" was going to be that Molly was pregnant after that "tent date"...but Jason says they only went to first base...if you believe that...then unfortunately J's idea is spot on...now that would have been good tv!  

BUT....there is still something fishy going on...and I think if you read my last entry on this show and went to that guy's website to read the supposed secrets....you may agree that this guy may be on the right path...next Monday will be interesting to watch...I will just be pissed if he ends up hurting Melissa...pissed.

A few shows of note...

The Bachelor...I didn't comment on Monday, because the day just got away from me...I was highly disappointed that Jillian was sent to the curb...really disappointed...but I guess it is not me that is marrying any of these girls, so I shouldn't care so much.  On a more fun/angry note...there are rumors of a "shocking ending"....my cousin J alerted me to all of this.  They made a comment that "due to sensitive material the final rose show would be taped with a very small crowd"...J thought maybe it was 'cause Molly got pregnant during that "tent date"...but then she found all of this....http://realitysteve.com/...if you don't want to hear the secrets/rumors or be disappointed...don't go there and read...It will be interesting to watch the show the next couple weeks.

True Beauty...this week's challenge...a red carpet event...that you get to attend with your mother.  Walk the red carpet and then talk to all the people in the room....DUMB!!!! Ashton Kutcher's mom was there as a secret judge to help the judges know who she thinks has true inner beauty.  Anyway...Laura Leigh and Joel were sent to the "hall of beauty to face the judges".  Laura Leigh is young...immature...and very self-absorbed.  Joel is not as young...very angry...and self-absorbed.  I was irritated that the judges kept talking about how gorgeous they both are.  Laura is more cute then gorgeous and Joel is too pretty.  Anyway...the judges seem to have lost the true focus of the show as well.  But Laura Leigh was sent home...even the Joel is one of the most angry people I have ever seen.  We are now down to Joel, Julia and billy.  Julia is the only one that has never been to the "hall of beauty:  She is a little into herself....I think 'cause she is a pageant girl and is very pretty.  But she is also genuine and seems nice.  Billy is an idiot and can't figure anything else.  And you know my thoughts on Joel.  If Julia doesn't win the whole thing...then this show really isn't about inner beauty.

Survivor...Nothing really big happened this week.  They played a brutal game of "basketball" where we saw more blurred out boobs and butt-cracks then shots being made.  Really ladies...?  When your bathing suit barely stays in place when you are being interviewed...it's not gonna stay in place during a competition.  I'm wondering if maybe one-piece suits and board shorts aren't sold in all parts of the country....!  Then Candice was sent home from the black team...and the "first-blind side" of the game occurred.  Oh please, she was the 2nd person sent home...no one will remember her at the reunion show.  Note to future players...if you want to stay in the game for longer then 5 days...don't be bossy or negative.  Shut your mouth and work hard!!!

And then there's Hell's Kitchen, where there is more bleeps then words.  Okay, so the cow butcher house almost made me think going vegetarian...not because I think they are being cruel to the dead cows...but that was A LOT of meat all over the place.  And then the girls lost the challenge and had to butcher 2 cows....more gross.  I was going to list my top 3 idiots each week...but I think, at this point, I would have to just keep listing the same 3 idiots....'cause they haven't been sent home yet.  I'm still more impressed with the girls then the boys.  There are about 3 girls that I really like and do a decent job each week.  Lacey still needs to be punched and the teacher Connie needs to never enter a kitchen again.  Seth needs to get over himself and his lack of cooking ability...and Giovanni needs to not work at a steak house...since most of his steaks cooked last night got sent back.  Funniest part of last night...Lacey telling another girl she has a "bitch-switch".  My former boss "D" told me my "bitch-switch" was stuck in the on position (this was after I told him I thought I had one)...2nd funniest part...when the boys (who were serving the girls dinner service) brought back a couple of steaks that the customers wanted cooked longer...they had asked for medium rare and then decided they weren't cooked right...Chef Ramsey cut them open and then shoved them back at the boys saying they were "PERFECT"....awesome.  The boys lost and lip piercing guy got sent home...

Not a huge surprise...

You all know by now that I have taken to this season of the bachelor much more then I thought I would...but really, Jason is too sweet/nice a guy...with too big a heart for this show...I feel bad for him. But..he knew what he was getting into...well maybe?! Keep in mind one thing...Jason's face is beyond easy to read...you can so tell when he is uncomfortable or thinking "what the crap?"

The hometown/meet the family dates....how fun!

Let's start off with Jillian...Jillian is my favorite and she moved up even farther after this day with her family. My personal opinion...they were the most normal family of the 4. Yes, her mom suffered from depression and the family went through some serious hard and trying times...but they got through it together and appear to be doing fantastic. The one thing that I noticed...Jason had a smile on his face the whole day...everyone was laughing and chatting and having a great time...there didn't seem to be any awkward moments (or looks on his face)...even with Grandma busted out the canadian boxers and dad sang "O, Canada"...just funny. Jillian's mom asked really good questions and Jason answered well...and then asked her some good questions...I really enjoyed watching this family interact with Jason!

Molly...why does she annoy me so much? She wears so much make-up and I just wanted to brush her ponytail at the rose ceremony. And the thing about golf....I think she may have thought that Jason was a bit more into golf then he is...but that is all she would talk about..."every sunday, golfing with the family"...then there was her mom...seemingly normal looking lady...till she put the hat on, and made Jason become "the chief"...really...what mother would do this the first time she met her daughter's "boyfriend" and on national tv...atleast pretend you are as normal as you look. And I don't think that dad said more then a couple of words. Then there was the drawing...yes, please let me draw a picture of your daughter since I have never drawn before and why don't you hover over my shoulder. Jason's face...many times with "that look" on it...but not as many times as when he visited with....

Naomi's family....OH MY GOSH!!! Aside from the whole suicidal dove that was laid to rest...my favorite line of the night "what I learned about Naomi's dad tonight is that he really loves Jesus"...awesome. Second favorite part was when Naomi remembered that religion is/was a big part of her life and maybe she should have talked to Jason a bit more about that before she brought him home...really? You're just now thinking that would have been a good idea? Did anyone else notice the slot machines in the background when Jason was chatting with dad...guess his love of Jesus extends to his love of pulling the arm...But the day kept getting better...now let's sit down with the mom alone and her belief in reincarnation...yes, I totally agree...Jason had to have been a mother in a previous life....CA-RAZY! If Naomi did think that her family would be the kiss of death...she is in denial. I know, I know...he said it's because he doesn't believe she is really ready to settle down (which I also agree with)...but really, who could knowingly and willingly join that family?! Of course...atleast Naomi had a family to meet...

Melissa....ok, so I understand that maybe her family doesn't want to be on tv...I understand that they are very private people...but raise your hand if you think there is something else going on there. None of her friends know her parents...they have never come to watch her perform as a Dallas cheerleader....but then she describes her mom as nurturing and her dad as adventurous. My guess is that growing up her parents were totally involved...and something has happened more in her adult life that is keeping them away. I just don't buy (completely) the camera shy thing...also, based on previews for next week, it sounds like she hasn't even spoken to them...something is up my reality friends, something is up! I am not entirely sure how much I buy the closeness to the friends...there is just something going on there! However...I did think it was cute that she made a money box for Ty's tooth money.

Okay...so you should know by know that Naomi is gone. I was not surprised after last weeks and this weeks episode that she was the next to go...however, I was a little surprised at how much he likes Molly...can I just say that when he made the comment about her being willing to stay over with him and how much that meant to him because it showed she trusted him...WHAT??? Wouldn't you rather be with a girl that respects herself enough to say that she should probably go home and sleep in her own bed...maybe that's just me! Anyway...he likes Molly...so she gets to head to New Zealand with Jillian and Melissa...and of course....

Deanna...my guess, she didn't find out they were going to be in New Zealand so she flew herself there...pretty sure the producers were like hey, now that he has fallen for these other girls...let's call her up (since she is available...nice pick on Jessie) and see if she wants a free trip and to cause Jason some more pain...what the crap....? I think that whole thing is going to be pretty dumb...they also said later in the season about that...I thought we only had 2 episodes left...and are we going to get the bachelor reunion before the final rose...so many questions. I am not entirely thrilled to watch next week...I hate this episode in the show 'cause it is just more over the top dates with way too much water and making out...then that room card that, even if you didn't want to use...you do! So here's to next monday with a lot of lip action...and I don't mean the talking kind...bleh!

Oh how my thoughts have changed...

When I was watching the Bachelorette, I really didn't like Jason. I did feel a little bad for him when he got ditched by Deanna...but I wasn't surprised, 'cause we all knew that she would go with Jesse...someone whom it would never work out with. Then they picked Jason to be the bachelor...yawn...but I decided to watch to see the drama unfold. Surprisingly...Jason has grown on me a bit...try not to be shocked. Last night's episode really pushed me over. I felt the interaction between he and his son, Ty, seemed a little "showy" whenever they were on camera...however, last night, when he met up with Ty after not seeing him for a week, he totally got choked up...and it was completely genuine...! Then at the rose ceremony, he almost lost it again when he didn't give Stephanie (single mom) a rose...I really think this whole process is tearing him up...even Chris knew it was a hard night and patted him and asked him if he was okay...I think Jason is too kind for this show.

Okay...now on to my other thoughts...none of these girls are right for him...and I REALLY like Melissa and Jillian. Here is my problem...every year on the Bachelor we laugh at the unrealisticness of the show...the dates....the lifestyle. We laugh that when the show is over and real life is re-entered all "love" will diminish. And we have proof of this as Trista and Ryan are the only ones who lasted out of the dozen of bachelors and bachelorettes. So add to the unrealisticness of the show, a child...let's send the girls on over the top romantic dates with a guy, who back home is a single dad and will NEVER be able to do such things again. Good example of this...Melissa's date that turned into a night in with Jason, drinking wine and nothing else. Real life right????!!!! I don't think that any of these girls have any clue as to what life with Jason will be like. There will be no honeymoon stage...there will be no quiet nights at home as a new couple...it will be work, school, caring for a child....and maybe a few quiet moments together...really....I don't want that life for any of them. I want them (okay Melissa and Jillian) to find guys who are single and with out children...guys who they can walk all the fun "firsts" of life with...As for Molly and Naomi...I don't want Jason to end up with them either. I was Jason to find a girl, like Stephanie...someone who maybe has a child...who is older...who truly understands what it means to be selfless. They all say that they are ready to be mom's...I don't believe they are ready to be a step-mom to a 5 year-old. They all say they understand what it will be like...LIARS...they don't understand...Oh...the whole thing is just making me frustrated.

This season has brought very little drama...they actually found great girls (a few crazies who are gone)...unlike past seasons where there were bitches and whores...I guess they wanted to do better since a child was involved. It has been nice to not have the drama...but because there has been little drama...these girls are actually pretty good friends...and I am concerned about the fact that they seem to be closer to one another then to Jason...

The girls:

Jillian: I think that Jason has some pretty strong feelings for Jillian...I think that Jason is doing a good job of asking the right questions of her...however...I don't think Jillian is in the same place. When answering questions...she says a lot about coming on the show for the experience, the girls, travel....you would think that if you are trying to convince a guy to choose you, your answers would go something like, "I am falling for you and seem not myself because I am having a hard with you going out with other girls"...or "I just can't believe I feel this way about you after such a short time and it is kinda freak'n me out"....you know...answers so many other girls have said...I really like Jillian, I think she is pretty, down to earth, kind, etc...I just don't know if she is in that place with Jason...

Melissa: I think Melissa has an ideal idea in her head as to what life will be like with Jason...I don't believe this is very realistic and I wish a didn't life for her. I don think that she is falling for Jason...or the idea of it all. I don't want her to be sad if she doesn't get chosen...but I don't want him to choose her...

Naomi: Young...has no idea what this life would be like...she'll go home soon!

Molly: Molly, molly, molly...what? I can't even figure this girls out...I don't feel like I have good grasp of what she is about...? Thoughts????

I obviously have a lot to say about this weeks episode...I never thought I could get so deep about a show like this...guess it just seems more real when a kid is involved...instead of 2 single people being silly with a relationship.

Next weeks home town dates....looks like it will be an interesting week. One thought...Naomi's mom and family...all I could think of was the Kardashian clan...

and then there were 5...what...I thought we were only down to 6?

Oh...it was a bachelor first....a shocker...a...a...a wonderful way for Jason to ditch all those psychos at once and not have to keep even one around for another week just 'cause there was a rose left. Didn't see it?...shame on you...Jason decided to not hand out the final rose 'cause he didn't want to "lead any one on"....it was fantastic.

This is Niki...Niki is wound so tight that I'm surprised she didn't explode.  She was dating the same guy for the past 11 years...and she just wants to have kids....I hate when people say that.  PS...her quote of the night after she went on the double date with Stephanie..and well...Stephanie got the rose! "Stephanie has had her fairy tale...she's been married and has a kid.  I'm sorry that her husband died...but it's my turn"...that my friends is the kind of girl every guy dreams of!

And then there was Shannon...dear Shannon...or should we call her stalker...really ...she is.  She knows EVERYTHING about Jason...all of his family members...who they are married to...their children...interests...cyber stalker really.  She also threw up at the last rose ceremony...so funny!  PS...Shannon...you should always avoid doilies attached to dresses...just in case you are wondering!

Lauren's quote of the night, "if you don't give me the rose...I'm gonna be pissed at you"...yep...she said it!  See ya...

And my favorite bachelorette of all time...Megan.  The girls wanted Megan out of the house the

 first night.  Megan is the one that is beyond full of herself and all she has to offer.  She back stabs like no ones business and should have gone home last week.  Jason will have a lot of fun watching her on the show and seeing what she is really like!

And finally...the top 5....

Jillian...pretty much my top pick as of now...which means she will probably go home soon.  Jillian is very laid back and not often in the lime light 'cause she doesn't stir the pot or get all girly and drama queenish.  I just hope that Jason gets it all figured out.  She told Jason on Monday that she refers to him as "dude" when he is going out with anyone else...Yep...I like her!

Melissa...#2 pick.  Melissa is such a cute girl...but I am getting a little concerned about her.  She got pretty weepy this past week having to watch Jason kiss girl after girl on the set of General Hospital...hello...it was on a set...so none of it was real!  I think she will be fine for a few more weeks...but if she gets to possessive that might be the end for her.  Until this past week she has been very chill...hopefully she gets that back!

Naomi...I'm not really sure what to think of her...she is a cute girl...but I don't really see much of a connection between her and Jason...hopefully, though, he will keep her as his 3rd pick 'cause the next 2 REALLY need to go home!

Dear Molly and Stephanie...you each have your own issues and problems.  Molly, let me begin with you...Molly...I'm not really sure why Jason hasn't ditched you yet.  I'm thinking it is because you are the lesser of many other evils (all of which went crying home on Monday).  You have a lame personality and say things to Jason that he wants to hear.  You were way to excited to do the "walk of shame"...although, most of the time when people are "ashamed" they don't keep talking about it...and talking about it...and...shut up already.  Sorry...but you should be going home next week!  And then there is Stephanie....I feel a little bad for Stephanie...I feel bad that she had her fairy tale life and it was destroyed when her husband died....but you are far too happy and EVERYTHING is wonderful in your eyes...and it's a bit too mushy cheesy...too much! You are such a sweet lady...but Jason will  never choose you.  

They're headed to Seattle next week....I can't believe they get to go...I should have gone on the show just to get a free trip home....wonder if D would have cared!

The most AWESOME quote ever!!!

Megan

"I live my life to serve other people.  I'm a role model to young girls...I don't make any money doing it, but I love it, it's the most rewarding thing in the world.  So...having a week, or 10 days, to do nothing, and not help any body, and not have any body thank me, or appreciate me or praise God that I am in their life, has been driving me crazy..."

Yes...she actually said those exact words (she is a piece of work)...

and yes...she got a rose!

My favs continue to be...Jillian and Melissa....love them!

My guilty pleasure...

Maybe it's because I miss the days of my youth and all the boys that I dated and well...kissed. Maybe it's because I wish I could loose 20 pounds and look like they do in their itty-bitty bikinis...or maybe it's just because I truly enjoy watching girls make complete fools of themselves.

Jason...from Seattle...with a kid...

And his ladies....well the 12 remaining from the initial 25...

I am not even going to name them all because next week we will say farewell to many more and there is no need to get attached quite yet. I, of course, have my early favorites and early dislikes...My least favorites...are Megan, Niki and Erica (the last three pictured above).  Megan has a nasty attitude.  Niki is also very negative..and every time she is with Jason she goes on and on about how there are girls there that aren't ready for motherhood, etc...and then Erica...she is just not a nice girl and drives me crazy.  My two favs right now...Melissa and Julian (the first 2 pictured).  Melissa is just a sweet little girl from Texas that has an adorable personality.  Julian is spunky and fun and I don't get embarrassed for her.  Oh, there are some interesting characters on this show. The funniest thing about this season, is how much the girls tell Jason they are ready to be a mom.  Not information you usually share with a guy, as it may make him run the other way...it just cracks me up...what girl REALLY wants to be 24 and marry a guy to become an instant step-mom....not really my idea of the perfect marriage, but what do I know!  Oh...just stay-tuned...it's gonna get good.  Especially when Deanna comes back!  

Oh the drama!

I broke down...

Alright...I watched it!  It is so hard to stay away from such crazy shows...again, all these women in one house...just good tv!  I know, I know...what is your definition of "good".  Let's just say, Deanna comes back (whom I can't stand)...this is gonna get "good"!

I am very upset that I missed the premiere of True Beauty...I will be waiting for it to be online so I can watch..dang it! 

Reality update...

I just need to give a shout out to the producers of Momma's boys....nice work!  Let's put a whole bunch of girls in a house (most of which have had plastic surgery, are in tons of debt, and have posed in some sort nude photo) with 3 mom's who are over protective, over bearing, opinionated, and one is totally racist....now that, my reality friends, is good tv!  You really should check it out...they are getting down to just a few girls...so a winner (or 3) will soon be crowned.

On a dating reality side note...The Bachelor started tonight...I have recorded it, but am not sure if I can bring myself to watch...that guy bugged me when he was on the bachelorette, so I'm not sure if I can handle watching him on the Bachelor...should I waste an hour?

Oh...and AJ asked me today if I watched the world of dance or whatever show on Sunday...I missed it, but checked it out tonight....really???  Not on my top 50 list of shows to see again...the only dance I really enjoyed was USA's street/hip hop dancers.  I don't think the dances are all that bad...but the judging part is LAME!!!!

Those are my thoughts for now...I am REALLY looking forward to that new show "real beauty", or whatever it is called...not a fan that Tyra is a producer...but glad that Ashton Kutcher is!

Graham....I know some very eligible ladies

Pretty sure I am the only one that cares...however, I am here to tell you anyway, Graham is gone!  I truly believe that if Graham and Deanna had met in regular life...they would be a serious couple right now.  This whole show thing is not working for him.  The whole "sharing" with other guys is not his cup of tea.  The sad thing is, Deanna liked him best and now she is stuck with Jason, Jeremy and that snowboarder kid.  Seriously?  I am pretty sure that whoever she chooses (and I think it will be Jason) she won't end up marrying!  But....we shall see.

I feel kinda bad for her (but let me remind you, I don't really like her) but I just don't think any of these guys are really for her...sad...she will be heartbroken again.  

Angela...for your information when Deanna was on the Bachelor my favorite girl was the other one that was in the final 2.  But I liked Brad the most and I was glad that he didn't pick either girl.  My opinion, if he didn't see a future with either, wouldn't it be a bigger lie to pick one just for the show, then break up 2 weeks later.  I was happy with that ending!

What are you watching?

I would love to hear about the reality shows you love to waste your time watching. I obviously have my current favorite...SYTYCD....but I am also loving Hell's Kitchen and The next food network star. 

I get fully annoyed with the bachelorette...but watch anyway. 

If you watch...Graham has been my fav since the beginning so he will not win. Which honestly, is good because she doesn't deserve him...I don't really like Deanna...she is still VERY bitter.

 

Can't wait for the hometown dates on Monday night...